6:50 p.m. - Monday, Mar. 14, 2005
What's my problem??
My life doesn't feel mine at the moment. It's very peculiar. Like I'm in the tv or something. A bit floaty and odd. Maybe it's that I have no-one I've known more than a few months here. Maybe it's having the time off I've had. Maybe it's my spiritual revolution.

Whatever it is, its strange and I can't say I like it much.

I am very very up and down. It's mad!! And quite hard to live with. I also don't really eat or sleep. And I don't know what to do. I think the official term might be 'smelly'.

Thanks so much for the guestbook messages the other day, they helped loads.

Am I lonely? Maybe that's the problem.

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