11:41 p.m. - Thursday, Oct. 28, 2004
There goes the fear...
Frights! Yeek!

I have suddenly - started last nigh and is continuing - got some awful fear, real terror which doesn't leave me and makes me feel dreadful. I woke up in the night with it really severe...I can't describe it more than a real intense terror. I don't like it.

I am at home now for a long weekend with my mum and dad. It's lovely - the kitchen is bigger than a shoebox and I have real live ROOM! At uni I have just a bedroom as my entire personal space - no living room or any 'luxury' like that.

I liked driving on the motorway today. I love to drive!!

I'm having some fun thinking of lesson plans for next week. I am so glad that I adore my new career.

I wish this fear would go away.

I hope my problems resolve soon.

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