9:49 p.m. - Tuesday, Jul. 20, 2004
Even with a defective brain, it feels so good to write
Bloorgh! Someone hasn't had her mind altering drugs for two days.

I ran out, and I don't mean LSD, but the more tame antidepressants. I am tempted to put this in small type so anyone who wanders in will be excited by my hippy ways before being disillusioned.

The keyboard looks stripey. When I stand, I feel seasick. I can barely keep my eys open.

It is a funny feeling to know your body relies on an external influence.

I'm OK though. Fine, in fact. Having Bob back is so wonderful. I have someone who I can talk to, and he just listenes. We discuss everything, in our way. We love each other so completely, we fit together so well. I am proud I coped without him, glad I am a full person on my own, but grateful beyond my powers of comprehension that I have him, that he was sent to me, and that we are together.

I am so sorry for my lack ofupdates. As well as the restricted access, life is taking up all of my time at the moment. I will be back in regular service very soon though. Thankyou to those who left messages, and even to those who didn't. Having you all means such a lot to me.

Mmmmm. It feels so good to write.

I graduated yesterday, I w3ill describe it soon because it was such a proud and happy day for me. I am DOING THIS, girls. I have not lain down and died.

My car did today though. She has a problem with her fuel pump. She, Bopb and I all got a lift home from the other end of the country. Money spent on RAC membership is spent wisely.

This was meant to be quick, but I do run on. Suffice to say I love you all and will be back properly soon.

Meg xxxx

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